NOW is not a school, I think now, so now is not thinking, now is physical experience of now, an infinite loop of 1 second = now.
Fans fly celebrities to celebrate the light inside my spaceship that flies by me being self centered.
Being 100% truthful to myself, my mind is the only mind that does exist, as everything happens in my mind, and I'm the only person that can feel. If I disagree with such an interpretation, then I'm lying to myself.
NOW is what matters, and I'm always happy to be now.