My highest level of being self aware is being alone in nature.
My own flaws that I'm not willing to face, end up being the flaws that I see in others. Accepting others as being perfect, no matter what they look or sound like, is a refection of how much confidence I have in myself.
Light is in my experience, so I call my experience magic, no need to dig deep and break it down, that's what I call being lost.
Fans fly celebrities to celebrate the light inside my spaceship that flies by me being self centered.