It is what I say it is, and what I say is only for me. Needing to prove something to someone else is a mode of being separated, and I am one. Others say they have thoughts and feelings, but my own thoughts and feelings are what I know to be true. I use my own thoughts to interpret what others say and have my own feelings based on how I think. MY DARK SIDE is that I'm GOD and Satan, at the same dam time.