I don't seek, it's too much work

I don't seek, it's too much work.

After I beat your level, you lost all memory of me being under you.

Every day is the same day repeating itself, just as 1 second of now.

Give away my self worth to an imaginary force that can save me, and make my life better, that's hope, so I move forward without distraction, ignoring critics who doubt and call me hopeless. With enough self confidence, hope becomes a curse word. Saying I know success, works better than hoping for it.